Well, today was surprisingly difficult. Since we received Ian's referral in September, the wait has been a little easier than I thought it would be. Well....today...for some reason....that changed. I'm having a really hard time right now because I want to hop on an airplane and go to India and get my baby. Seeing his new pictures this week was wonderful. But, now, I want him to be home with us even more. I'm sure I'll get through this phase, but right now I'm not exactly sure how. I know this is all in God's hands and His perfect timing, but I have this intense longing in my heart.
Tomorrow will be another day and I have to think that it's just one more day closer to the day we will get Ian.
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